Me? I'm broke this New Year, thanks.

fo the rest of yous---> HAVE A HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR
yea, let's have a toast of cheap unrefined liquor and get plastered through the new year. what a tempting thought. party like yo the unluckiest motherfucka on the face of this godforsaken earth.

if i had to sum up my 2003 in an album, it would have to be Beck's Odelay. had my fair share of ups and downs and i'm ready to kick off my shoes and chillax (as ang moh annie puts it--> chill+relax) my socks. i still have a little crush on her but she doesn't know it. heh heh. maybe i'll tell her next year, tomorrow or something. this annie is not to be mistaken with my finnish friend, anna, okay? neither is she to be mistaken with da's hong kong annie alrite?

what i expect in 2004? well, i expect i'll still won't be able to stay out of trouble. i'll have to make decisions i rather not make, deal with issues i rather not deal with and come to terms with my demons. sheesh. been having bad dreams lately. since xmas actually. not haunting ghost dreams but dreams of people whom i've had fall-outs with and never heard of again. like these dreams are telling me to make amends or something. bah! sod it! takes far too much energy to sort out all the fall-outs i've been thru this year. let's forget and speak of them no mo.

one mo time lemme hear you say ooh la la...

report: have not started

logbook: not finished

that michael book: 3rd chapter on the minutemen

my hair: still debating on whether to hack it all off, the ends are wearing me out

discovery of the day: momma owns a JOARDACHE tappered jeans in acid wash denim. very 80s

thought of the day: the person i most aspire to be like is Charles Manson, but with slacker-ism behind me instead of insanity

her absolut royal majesty needs her marlboros right now. so if those coming in from india next year please be a honey and buy me DUTY FREE CIGARETTES! kisses all around. thanks.