Ma, why you gotta do me like that?

i would have updated this on my LJ account but there's something synthetic about that place. i dunno how to explain it. plus my layout hasn't got much color there. it's all grey and drabbily synthetic. anyways, yeah i'm awake and again, i don't wanna do everything and anything. if i was really motviated and hard-working, i'd be out there busting my ass tryna bag some crummy office job. but i'm not. so fuck that. sorry, momma, not today. your daugther just don't feel like it.

Roach says he wanna meet up today but now that i'm wide awake, i'm half-hoping that he wouldn't call or he'd already made plans with one of his many kept jailbaits. i feel the need to visit my pa's sister. she's not well and it's been such a long time since we spoke. my reserved Kushiel's Avatar book is not here yet. bloody hell. so nonok kia slow, ballz. the motherfucka who's having it on loan now better not decide to keep the book. i'll get Poo to curse his sorry yellow ass.

i hope the next season of America's Next Top Model is as entertaining as the last one. haha, me and Da were gushing about Elyse and Adrienne last night on MSN. we both agreed they had chemistry and Shannon is so motherfucking extra. she who is all teeth. like Morgan Fairchild in that Eddie Murphy show. yep, she's definitely boring to look at. a beauty, but a boring one. i think it's so sweet to watch Adrienne pick Elyse up in her arms and carry her down some New York street. now, somebody should write a fanfic about those two. i'll read it religiously, promise! chemistry so powderful. i cannot get over it.

i'll only head on down to Roach's area if i feel that there's a high chance i ma run into Juan later. otherwise, i'll stay home. it's so unfair that Roach gets to live near Juan. i mean, the girls in his area are not even passable to look at, ballz. Roach and i should exchange places. he can screw the good-looking jailbaits living in my area all he want and i can be closer to Juan. a win win situation, i think. but then Roach would probably be spiteful and decides to inflict his unwanted presence on Juan just to get on my nerves. like i've said before, he's a bitch like that.

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you know i wonder when i was gonna be told that Melissa Auf Der Maur, Evan Dando, Ryan Adams and James Iha are all gonna put a record out under the name The Virgins. genre: alt-country but then some hack said it was gonna sound like the velvet underground meets some psychedelic melancholy freak-out. hmm... intriguing. will she be singing in French? doesn't she just do that language some justice? oh Melissa.