I Wanna Get Out of This
Nose is running and I feel oddly defeated. My brother is up to his selfish-ness again. He is utterly convinced that what he has with his girlfriend right now is honest-to-goodness L-O-V-E. Bah, hambug!
It's all fine and well if he thinks he's hit the big time but when he gets me involved with the parent unit in the process, I'm beginning to wish he was never born. Ma had a talk with me this morning about my brother's relationship. Says I gotta talk to him. She doesn't think it's nice to have his gf over all the time, all coup up in the bedroom and stuff.
All the while I was thinking: I don't wanna be any part of this. Coz my brother won't listen to me. I know that. He's so deluded that he bites my head off everytime I let slip a verbal abuse in the same sentence I say his gf's name.
I'm so tired of this unnecessary undued stress that wasn't even inflicted by me. Currently, he's in a bit of a jam because of their stupid relationship and well... I don't expect my brother to get out of that jam by himself. Null is not known for his ability to stand on his own two feet. I think that's why I was always abusing him back when we were kids. His pathetic-ness aggravated me mo.
Think his gf has already reach that stage: the stage where she has him wrapped around her pinkie. I foresee shit in the future. Gawd, wanna be anywhere but here!