saddening + maddening
df got axed fo faber house. LT managed to get a 30min slot. da will be glad to know that her all time favourite band, the hotties, is gonna play as well. remember them? the folks who performed at plaza singapura that time? but one consolation is that band adam mohegan turned down didn't get a slot, too. heh heh heh! now i understand what da was trying to tell me when she said you couldn't possibly hate john. i end up hating myself. how bout that? maybe i should be as nice as john so good things come my way. we could have saved ourselves. i can't stop thinking about it. aaargh...

part 2 of my wedding taking place 5yrs or mo from now
(tryna make myself happy. john juz SMS to tell me to come down substation support his band. juz kill me pls.)
change the baju kurung to white kaftan with gold trimmings. damn niiyce! chucks spray-painted gold, tight, shredded, hip hugging Lees. yea, the crown of bunga melur-s too. i'm definitely going to wear that bvlgari Link necklace i've been eye-ing. kahwin kat makamah where everybody and anybody is invited to attend. after that hop on a plane and go watch strokes while i have my reception. my folks can forget-about-dre lar. parents not invited, relatives need not apply, only my posse. beastie boys/the strokes double billing with the black keys doing the opening. shiok! that's when i believe i'll truly be in marital bliss. realise there's not even a mention of the person i ma get hitch to? i don't wanna say the name coz i don't wanna seal my fate juz yet. but it'll be cool if he has a mini 'fro. damn damn damn cool! then we ride off to malibu on his honda '75 CB360G. kan best!