Who Sucked Out The Feeling?
gawd dammit shah! i was aiming for the analistic English royalty potrait. but cannot make it.
and fara---> i actually despise the kebaya. but i had to put that on coz it's two yrs old and i've never worn it before that tuesday. grandma bought for me and she's been bugging me to put it on eversince.
hah! i love omar. i love rob walker's writing. i dig at the drive in. i'm feeling all sober despite recent setbacks. why do we meet the people we meet? aaahh...this lesson call life. what have i learn so far? i learn how to let go and when to call it quits. salute! true, most people find me impatient but when it comes to friendships i don't mess around. that explains why my best friend of 10 yrs is still my best friend despite the distance between us (nisa is currently studying in india and has a m'sian pr). i miss you lots kichimaya! the circus has come and gone. maybe what puah said was true. you should learn how to wise up and realise when a friend is just becoming too unhealthy for you. makes me think of Blur's No Distance Left To Run coz i really have no distance left to run. i've too much obligations. what do you do when there's a major conflict of ideals? pack my bags and leave quietly of coz. quietly becoz i don't believe in departing with ill resenments.
there's no need to argue anymore (one of my favourite cranberries song by the way).
so what's next for harm?
harm's gon concentrate on her writing. got this bloody american bitch who'll only give me the code for the strokes LJ if i write a slash strokes fanfic for her. i don't even dig slash, man. but i know i can cook up something for that godforsaken LJ code. i'm a semi-dedicated strokes fan that way. besides i got inspired by rob walker. he used to write for slate and it's such a joy to read his adreport card section. clever guy, that one. he set up this financial comic strip called the titans of finance and i think it's so hysterical. i know, i know, why would you guys be reading a comic about boring finance? but considering whom i'm working for right now, you'd agree with me it's a breather from reading forbes and fortune magazine. and the asian wall street journal for that matter (absolute boresville!).
the year's gon end soon and believe it or not i'm kinda excited about what's gon happen after i'm done with my course. if i can't get into any school, i think i ma do some free-lancing. travel a bit, maybe. got old friends to vist and relatives to visit.
hey didja know that come late 2004, you can fly to New York from Singapore minus transit? geezus! i'm amazed. bloody 18 hours straight in a plane. i think there shouldn't be a problem for my old tutor to visit her fiance in Newark next year. she'll stop being paranoid about getting on the wrong plane during transit. gawd i miss karen. thanks for the As, maestro! i'm forever gonb indebted to you.