i am drawn to filth... what can i say?

i'm disturbed. i spent the whole afternoon after lunch reading up on the manson family on the Net. i'm disturbed by the story. you know they even have pictures of the murdered at the crime scene online. -shudder- the murders and the fact that that old man is still alive! he should be gassed. not lock up for life. the manson family story reminds me of that porn king L.A killings. you know, that one, Wonderland. the movie's going to be shown soon with Val Kilmer being the poster boy (he makes a good sex god. anybody catch that doors movie when he was playing jim morrison? damn sek!) rock roll and dead. hmmm...but i like how one writer termed the manson family debauch 'the year when the summer of love ended in bloodshed'. so goth. yea, you flower people can go relak one corner. now's a good time.

and in the midst of all that reading, i came upon a number of religion i've never heard of. except fo maybe the hare krishnans. why all this yanquis wanna step funky ni? them with their new age pscyhobabble nothingness? it makes us kids from these parts of the world lose faith in our own religion, you know. even worse: some of us are becoming non-believers altogether. too much shits going on. bah!

not that i'm saying i'm a non-believer. reading all these stories that happen decades before i was even born makes me glad i'm born with my faith. coz then no matter how fucked up you get and you're trying to see things in black-and-white, you know you can always count on your faith (its teachings hor) to sort your mind out. haha maybe marx was right, maybe religion is the opium fo the masses. but you know it always bothered me that here, cultural traditions seem to be integrated with religion. it bugs me no end. how the hell did that happen i'd like to know.