I Said I Wouldn't But I Did It Anyway
i said i would never entertain a certain dude's call but i picked it up when he called me just now. must be the whole feeling of today. i was totally weirded out by alot of things today. things i couldn't explain.

anyway, we went out and it was one of the best chillax sessions i've ever had. somehow i think he changed. like he wasn't his mushy self and we were buddies again having a smoke together and laughing bout the sickest funniest things ever. then we listened to the entire Room On Fire album together, singing some tracks off-key like we were drunk silly and i can safely say i enjoyed the company. i needed it badly and it's kinda strange that this dude was the one who saved me from going mindless at home just now.

so here's to my friend. thank you very much. you give the best hugs around, too. and yes, i dig yo new zoo york shoes. some things can just make you unexpectedly happy, you know. i think that's so strange.