The Things She Does For Love
missing the 'S' at the end there but hey you get the picture.



The colours through my loaded mind
this is something i'd like to remember.

i had a dream of them last night. all four of them minus albert (maybe he was afraid i was gonna steal his guitar). they came over to my place to just hang out. oh sorry 'cept Julian, he was by himself in my room tryna write a song. he told everyone to hang the fuck else where. very characteristically him, me thinks. so nick, fab and nikolai were outside. for some reason, nick and fab were messing around on my couch. i remember feeling disturbed about that coz i think i was frowning down at them and nick looked up and gave this sheepish grin.

i have got to tell you guys what he wore in my dream. it is so GAY. for the fans, do y'all remember him wearing this white blazer (i think he borrowed from albert or something) with a black shirt underneath? he was wearing the exact blazer except it's in pink satin. he had his longish hair tied up into a ponytail but wisps of hair were coming out coz like i said he was messing around with fab. think two grown kids in a sand-box, that's what i mean by messing around. fab had on that green shirt of his and nikolai was wearing the same clothes he had on when they did that Spin cover. jules, aye, julian was clad in black.

the most unforgettable thing about this particular dream of mine is the fact that i went around smelling everybody's hair. like i was bloody checking for ticks or i was some kinda dog trynna sniff some piece of action or something. haha. and when i woke up i remembered how each of their hair smell like. nick's shag smells like melted candle wax. fab's curls smells really fruity like a bottle of shampoo from the Bodyshop. nikolai's hair smells like cookies. haha he actually baked cookies in my dream. he was so proud of it coz he was telling everyone his girlfriend taught him to and he was making everybody try one. he baked flakey cookies, by the way.

then there's julian. he was the first to come by, the first to get into a foul mood and the first to barricade himself in my room "trying to come up with some new material". julian did not smell clean at all. it's either he hadn't wash his hair for months or he didn't bother to shower after he got some. in my dream, the other three looked their age now but julian looked like he did when 'Is This It' just came out.