"Your Future Is Not Here" ~DeL

let's hope Lurp's right about that. she was such a happy bunny yesterday because she found a diploma she likes. it's at this place called Construction Industry Training Institute (CITI). c'mon, admit it. just like me y'all haven't heard about this place till now, right? i wish i was in her shoes -excited about going back to school.

the Roach just cancelled on me. "i got to go to work later." there goes my Franz Ferdinand. what a fucking bitch. when he ask me when i'll be free, i felt like punching his face in and make that straight nose crooked. imbecilic half-wit!!! i swear to gawd some of Auntie Faizah is alreay rubbing off on me. heh. she'll probably box him while screaming: i'll kill you, you no good sonnafabitch! one night, i got bored hearing his yabberings, i started singing Blur songs. the numb nuts told me to stop singing coz he thought my voice was irritating. f.y.i: bebz, your voice is really really bad compared to mine. to this day i don't know why i put up with the Roach. no wait! i know exactly why but y'all don't need to know.

i think me and the Neo Romantic have to do lunch one day. haven't seen him in ages. ok, no, in weeks. coz i saw him the other time i didn't bother to say 'hi'. we need to bitch. we need to sit down, categorize people and bitch bitch bitch. maybe then i won't be so listless. i'm already hating myself for reading too much. coz really, why do i need to get sucked in by so much Western ideology?

if i was to say this to the Nanny, he'll probably give me a dirty, contemptuos look. he who is so condescendingly all about punk/semi-vagrant ethos and opinions. i don't wanna see him anytime soon, new boss or not. before he's all up in my face about the things i should or shouldn't do, i better get out of sight. my apathy on some issues annoys him no end. i don't want to hate his guts.