I COULD CALL OUT WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH

because the things that we’ve learnt are no longer enough... i took money and i feel guilty. that's the long and short of it. but momma says a grand is missing from the stash. i took only a hundred bucks and i know they all think i took it all. plus, they are doing that emo blackmail thing i hate so much. "that money was your school fees." nobody wants to wake up to this. NOBODY! reminds me of a Beck song. deadweight. i'll be in Bangkok and thinking about being in debt to the clan. i'll be on the plane thinking about being in debt to the clan. i'll be shitting in the small cubicle and thinking about being in debt to the clan. my father couldn't have been more blunt about it: you take take take you never pay back. but really why have kids anyway? i know i shouldn't say that but you gotta be prepared for this what. why do you think i'm not planning to have kids? it's because i know i'll be too busy paying off debts. that's why. no time, no money and definitely no energy. how sordid. so yar.. friends. they can help you only so much but you still need them to help ease the frustration lar. i love all my posses. from the ub-ians to nasional to tp to the pseudo dogtown-ers. and the sec geeks, of course. love ya love ya love ya. oh and wawa has added me on her msn. i was pleasantly surprised. viva la boyan, i'd like to say.

DANCE! DANCE! DANCE! DANCE! DANCE TO THE RADIO!