Lousy Lousy Lousy
futile efforts
disappointment
lacklustre
tedium

"We have been warned
It's a classic sign
It's a wicked mind
With an axe to grind"

you know you're losing it when out of all the people in the world, it is The Bastard you find standing by you. it was my fault to read deep into things. so! in an effort to cheer me up, my brother brought me out to meet an old crush, the key man. yep, the old fart is still around and still looking like a cross between Anthony Keidis and Dave Ghrol. always had a weakness for older men heh heh.