Because Everybody's Leaving
To The 5 Boroughs is sitting high on my Most Wanted CDs list. like really high. i figured i'll raise up to 80bucks to get four albums first. but i'm not looking for a j-o-b. i was suppose to yesterday. but i didn't go home and ended up having a heated argument with the Nanny about being pro-abortion under my block instead. when two people who yak a whole lot of noise get together, time tend not to exist. he thinks it's fucked-up, abortion. i think it's necessary. sometimes i wonder if his Dashboard Confessional-esque leanings are for real. note to self: bug him for the Contravene album.

i like indonesia radio. i was very surprised when they played Ordinary Boys one time when we were in the car heading for some place called Gresik. padi heaven. speaking of Padi, one of the folks in my extended family dig that band. when we were over at her place visitng, she had them on loud in the living room. and she's just an eight year old kid listening to Seeperti Kekasihku. hurhur.

cigarettes and strong tea goes hand-in-hand for me. i thought i could stop smoking after i got sick. but it's just me doing my wistful thinking again. i'm listening to my girl Z's favourite song right now. the one she calls "Mike's song". 21 Questions by 50 Cent. damn i gotta see her before Saturday. bkm's leaving for Melbourne next week. lineng's going back Brisbane next week, too. da's s set to go Canada next month. geezus. y'all gonna have to bring keropok from Bawean, then. hurhur. i ma bring a hammock the next time i visit that place. maybe i'll follow the Nanny's style and squat at the ferry terminal for the entire week instead of staying with the relatives. get chummy with them young island hobos, impress them enough with my city ways so i can get some quality stuff off of them.

what i ma do today? not look for a j-o-b. read some. smoke some. eat some. get some. i've got a candid shot of Null in his disposable underwear trying to negotiate his way into his pants. who's interested in some blackmailing? i love my adrock, mca and mike d.