And if she gets in the way

i've got a new habit, friends. i'm beginning to sleep early and waking up at 9am every morning. wow. like i've got school to wake up to. i blame the Indonesia trip for this new found habit. wah lan, Da, your Ben Sherman shoes ar... i can eat shit lar. the shoes alone are $$$. let's not even talk about the clothes. pricey hipster threads. what am i talking about? me who is still unemployed. and i can see the Nanny in my mind, giving me one of his looks: why you wanna be part of the working class for, Harm?

it is because i am a whore to consumerism, that's why. i want to get alot of things that the parent unit won't fork out money for. like for example my trip to down under next year. my Toby Julian. my Chucks. my alot alot. plus my iBook is sick. the screen keeps blacking out on me. chee bai. i swear to gawd someone put his grimey hands on it when i was away and it got molested. so i need to fix it. to fix it, i need moolah. moolah i don't have. until i find a j-o-b. uuurgh!

two individuals who do not know each other has ask me to go to KL with them this Sunday. one is going on family business, the other is living his vagrant dreams. i'm itching to go with the latter coz he tells me there's a high chance we gonna hook up with some kai lan. F.O.C. BUT it's Z's wedding this Sunday and i'd be such a chee bai if i skipped it. bloody konok. hurhurhur. Naz, dah lama tak pakai Au nye lingo.

then my aunt's not well. i gotta go her place later. on the pretence of helping-out but i saw that michael moore book sitting on her dresser the last time i was there. so maybe i could do some reading while my grandmother dispense her sage advice onto deaf ears.

jack kerouac's books are the collective bible for the vagrants of the world. it looks like it anyways. i was holding on to his Desolation Angels book yesterday and i couldn't get pass the introduction without thinking: do i really wanna read about some dude's aimless wanderings after he knocked up his girlfriend and made a run for it? NO. when you know you're a vagrant or think you're one, don't even begin to think about getting into a relationship please. what are the brothels for, dude? geezus. on the loop: The Nautral History -Run De Run, Radio 4 -Save Your City, The Natural History -The Right Hand. it's so hard to un-glue myself from the comp with them playing on the loop these days.