i feel for a Beck Hansen. hurhur if only. always thought he was cooler than ice cold. i've just been thinking; why issit that i constantly find myself surrounded by blokes who need to be spoon-fed? can't they just do the hooking-up on their own? makes me look bad when i'm the one who introduces the two. can i find a Beck Hansen at the library? or at the coffeeshop along Katong? or ikea or pasar malam or the getai show? killer cramps make me delirious. i shall read now. nobody's got nothing on Beck Hansen.