Sleep Tight, Dream Right
how issit that i'm not drunk and not on drugs and i feel like i'm loosing control? why am i missing the whole point here? my night wasn't entirely lousy but i've made alot of miscalculations. nothing could've come out from my schemings, i should have realised it from the very beginning. and now i've ditched someone. i just left because i couldn't stand not having Marlboros to smoke till 6am. i shouldn't have open my big fat trap and say such frivilous things to an uptight person. i wonder if i know what i'm doing. i want to feel as serene as Carlos Dengler looks in the Slow Hands video. don't you just wish you could re-boot/re-format yourself like a computer sometimes? all this bad karma is getting me down for shure.